Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Ninoy Ignited the Light

     August 21, 2014- the 31st death of  anniversary Ninoy  Aquino. It was more than 3 decades when our country lost a a man who ignite the fire of democracy in each country men. Lets take a look back who is he. Ninoy Aqiuno came from propherous family of land owners in Concepcion Tarlac and a product of the most prominent schools in the country; namely San Beda, Ateneo de Manila and University of the Philippines where he took law. Even if grew up in famiky of hacienderos, he has an open heart for the people from the lower level of the society. He was the youngest Senator in the Philippine history at the of 34. it was not a surprise bevause his father Benigno S. Aquin, Sr was a former Speaker of the House of the reprensentatives and his grand father was also a politician in the Janapanes Era. He was one of the most brilliant politicians in the rumbling world of politics during the Marcos Era. His bravery and intelligence will never be compare to anyone. Most of the politician were threatened because of his unbeatable and fierce speeches and revealation that put him spot in every filipino's heart. He married Corazon Cojuanco who eventually put in th limelight of politics and became a former president after his death. He has 5 children and  his only son is the president of the country.  He was arrested during Martial Law because he was considerrd as one of the most powerful threat in the government due to the sharpness of his tongue. He had a cardiac attack during he was in the jail and needed to had an operation but he refused because he doesnt want to have it done in the Philippine Heart Center. He was allowed by the late President Marcos to have the operation in the United states. Ninoy and his family leave the country and stayed in America for 8 years but still his eagerness to fight against Marcos regime was tremendous and it caused him to go back in the Philippines.

     September 21, 1983, Ninoy was assassinated in the Manila International Airport which was eventually named after him.

     His assassination paved way for Filipino people to fight for freedom. The martial law and Marcos' government has nothing to do against the people power revolution. Millions of people gathered to sympathized and showed thier suppport to the hero of national democrary. Yellow ribbons were everywhere symbolizing the thirst for freedom. His death pushed the filipino to move against cruelty and dictatorship. He is an icon of freedom indeed.he showed that power is nothing without the hand for the people, that a power is rotten if its selfish and greedy. A man who said that "Filipino is worth dying for". And yes its true, he proved it when he was brave enough to face what faith will bring to him in returning back to his homeland. His a man of  courage and love, a man of his words and a man of a true nationalism.

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Can you pass the test?

      Tons of paper work, quizzes and test papers, maximized voice and never ending lesson plans; its all about teaching. Being a teacher is a tough profession and the way towards being a teacher is not that easy as what other people expect. Before one can be called as a teacher It takes patience, hardwork and heart to learn because teaching requires learning. It as a four year course that molds person into a better one who can impart lives to other people. It is the hardest proffesion above all. In my almost for 4 years  in this course, I realized that this proffession doesn't just require patience, intellect and confidence but it requires our whole being; the holistic aspect of being human having the heart and knowledge to give the world a better future in the presence of each child who needs education.

     Can you pass the test of being the molder of the future?- its always a question for everyone in this course. This test is not just an ordinary test written in a paper either multiple choice or essay type but its a test that will make you question about your ability of being someone who will make or break a life.  It's the biggest responsibility that will handed down to us six months from now. It is a bigger responsibility bigger than being a student and we should be prepared for it. Preparation doesn't stop with learning what's in the book because everyone continues to learn with experience and lessons in life. How can we pass the test? For me, it takes a good heart and an open mind to learn the ways of passing through with dedication and guide given by the greatest teacher of all times- our Almighty God. I believe that we reached this high because we were called for this profession. Maybe not all us of are good speakers and writers but all of us believes in the exeptional talent given to us.
     We can all pass the test without cheating and copying because the answers we have are in our hearts. Teaching may not be the easiest and most highly-paid proffession but it vocation where we can make highly-paid proffesionals and where we can learn the best lesson man can ever gain.

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Let's Start Counting!

      Last July 27, 2014 Philippine population has officially hit 100 million. The birth of Baby Chonalyn brought the country to its new milestone. Now that Philippines has 100 million living in its area, is it a good o bad news?

      Philippines with its government and agencies is facing an never-ending problem with its overpopulation. Based on the National Statistics Office there are three baby born in every minute. Imagine how fast the population grows. As of 2013 the population listed 98, 734, 798 people and 100, 617,630 for year 2014. Millions of people suffering from its effect and poverty is one of the biggest issue linked with overpopulation. No matter how abundant our resources are, we still lack in other sort of needs. In reality one of the main reason why the country experiences slow development is that we have too much number of people that the government and resources cannot provide sufficiently. We can set education as example, the growing population of the children who need to be educated result to unsuffient materials and place where they can study. The worst case is because of the shortage, many students doesn't receive the appropriate facilities and material they need in studying. In other cases, because of financial problem due to unemployment others may not be able to go to school and experience the previlages in education. These are just few effects
of overpopulation.

     As per Juan Antonio Perez, executive director of the official Commission on population "This is both an opportunity and a challenge... an opportunity we should take advantage of and a challenge we recognize,". Yes its an opportunity for our country having numbers of people who will work in together to help rise the level of economy through work and career opportunities but its also a challenge for the goverment to make actions to help the people sustain their livelihood. It's not just a challenge for the government but also a challenge for each Filipino on how to sustain the daily personal and family needs despite the competency because of the large number of people.

      The answer to the question if it's a bad one. good news, for some it's a bad but for some it's also a good news. In a pre-dominated Catholic country like us, birth is not a bad thing but rather a blessing. If poverty is our first problem then its a signal for us to do something against it. Lets not wait for the government to act for us. We are the one responsible for our own living. Their are solutions for this problem but it seems that we are not curing the illness. If we want to rise then lets make an act to do it. Lets not add to the problem but rather remove ourselves to the list.

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Sunday, August 31, 2014

Nature

Inseparable
     The moon is the source of light at night. Its temperature is not high as the sun and the light coming from the moon is not so bright like what the sun gives. When we’re talking about the moon, of course we should not forget the star. We see it every night and the night will not be complete without the moon and the stars, but we ever ask ourselves what does the moon and the stars symbolize in our lives?

     The moon and stars are inseparable entities, just like us, we cannot live all by ourselves. We were not living just for our sake. Can you imagine life without our families and friends? Of course it’s not possible. It’s like seeing the moon alone and sad in the wide dark sky. The moon reminds us that no matter how big and stunning you are, you still need someone who will stay with you.  Life is a long journey like the sky with its endless size, shows that person being alone is lonely and miserable. Moon is very powerful and sometimes it shows itself as a super moon but no matter how big the super moon is. It was incomplete with the stars on its side. God is great and smart to show us by his creations some lesson that makes us realize how blessed life is.

    The moon together with the stars lightens up the dark nights telling us that no matter how dark the situation we've been through someone will help you light your way. They were not put in the sky just to give glimmers in the night but to remind us something, something that some of us are not able to see.

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Lady of Faith

       The world was created where people at first live happily and peacefully. Different circumstances were given to people to measure their strength and prove the worth in life. Time had run so fast and the world was field of changes. Happiness turned to sadness and for some people peace is just an idea; just an idea. Father God was thinking what He can do for His people. While he was in the middle of unwinding He saw the Lady of Faith walking in his colorful Garden. He approaches her and showed what people on earth was doing. The Lady of Faith agreed with him that world has changed and some people became selfish and cruel. Father God commanded her to help them because except from Him the Lady of faith has also the knowledge about the people's faith.  The Lady of Faith kept on thinking what she can over it. Everyone has their definite faith and destiny, it’s just that time is the key for it to happen. She kept looking at the Spring of Truth and Lies; looking and observing everyone in the earth doing their own stuffs. At the right site is a man shouting to his drunk and tipsy son, at the upper side is a woman crying because of the lost of her daughter, at the upper part is a boy asking for him to grow old faster and at the bottom part is a man asking for a second chance to his wife. "Chance!" she said. It’s what she’s waiting for. Something came up to her mind, now she already got a plan. She would find 3 people who will let her learn about the chances in life; second chance that will change their life around.

The Monster Boss
     She’s the first person whom the Lady of Faith has found. She's the monstrous boss an employee can ever met. She's an amazing woman of her time, a fruit of a broken family but she grew as a persistent and hardworking person who aims to give her mother and siblings the best life she can ever provide.

     She was 5 years old when her father left them to work into a far province and never returned no letters, no words, and no reason at all for leaving them. Her mother was the only one who worked for their living and for her schooling with her 3 siblings. It was never easy for Therese to be a working student but she really pursued for it thinking that education is the only way in which she can help herself and her family. She was right, after graduating with her bachelor’s degree in business and finance; she also graduated as cum laude. She was immediately hired in one of the most prestigious company of restaurant chain in the Philippines. At the age of 30 she was able to get the position of an executive director of the said company, but behind those successes is the heart hard as steel. Therese grew up a stunning and fierce lady. The coffee- brown colored hair extending to her lower back, white skin and the height of a 5-feet and 7 inches make her look dazzling. 

      The gorgeous figure and lovely face that’s given numbers of compliment by her bosses and the people around her. She is very beautiful indeed but when it comes to her personality as a boss, no one would ever give comments because of the fear that one may be fired out immediately. Therese Castanieda;  the name that is well-known in the entire company. Each and every one of her employees knows her dedication to work and undying fighting spirit. Each of them was able to witness Therese throwing piles of papers because of anger; shouting when one of them has done anything that will make her head hot and fuming. She even kicked several swivel chairs in their office when someone scattered a bad issue about her. She is real monster in a body of beautiful and gorgeous lady. But the Lady of Faith will give her something that will twirl her world around.

The Face Off
      It was Friday morning; Therese came so early because she doesn't want to be late. It was 7:45 am when she reached the office and she easily noticed the line of people at the front desk of the office. She remembered that she fired out a janitor last week because of its unproductive performance and now the office is hiring for another one. Her secretary met her halfway to give her the schedule for the day. 3 meeting in the morning and after lunch with the client, paper to sign and a meeting later in the afternoon. She was so used to it. While she was walking through the front desk and passing by the new applicant, there is someone who was looking at her all the time; a man in mid 50's wearing a cream polo and an old maong jeans, wrinkled forehead and his eye in the left side has cataract covered wearing and old and slightly blurred eyeglasses.

      It’s another day of tiring work for Therese, seeing piles of papers in her desk; she has to grab a coffee. She asked for cup to her secretary and she started doing her stuffs. It was passed three in the afternoon when she finished her meeting. She went straight to her office to take a rest and prepare for another one. As she entered she saw a man cleaning inside, the new janitor and his face looked familiar. He immediately went to out of her office.

      Days had past and Therese kept wondering about her new employee. His name is Erning and it’s not familiar to her but every time she looks upon his face there’s really something she feels that she already saw him before.
      It was Thursday morning when Therese notices that Mang Erning was not around. For the past two months Mang Erning was very consistent and hard working. He came to office early, much early than Therese and it’s his routine to clean Therese’s office first. For that day her office was not that clean and Mang Erning was absent. Another day came and Mang Erning was not yet around. While she was in the middle of signing some files her she receive a call from her secretary, Mang Erning was in the hospital, and he was bumped by a car when he was crossing the street going to office last Thursday. Her heart beats fast. It feels like there are hundreds of drums beating inside her heart. She asked herself why she’s was affected like that even if the man was just new to her. Compared to Mang Erning she spent more time with her secretary more than enough to know her as a co-worker and a friend. She ordered her to fix what’s needed for the hospitalization of the man. It is one of his benefits as an employee of the company. It was late in the afternoon when her secretary submitted some paper for her to sign. She was browsing Mang Erning’s Papers when something got her attention; Renato  Salazar Castanieda. She doesn’t know what to do, what to think and how to react. Her face became pale and her hand seemed cold as an ice. The man that left them all these years; them who left them without any explanation, the man that made her pursue her life even more to achieve what she has right now and the man who leave a very deep scar in her innocent mind and heart.
Her world stopped for that moment, the monster boss became a little child who doesn’t know what to react, the woman who was known for being a strong and brave boss has nothing to say now.
For the very first time Therese when out of her office early before the office time ended. All of her staffs were wondering and surprise for what she looked for the whole day. Their amazing and monster boss was so uneasy.
      She doesn't want to go home yet but she doesn't know where to go. The last thing she knew, she was heading to the hospital where her father was admitted.
She is now in front of the room where Mang erning was admitted. She doesn’t know what to say to him after all this years. What will she do? She made up her mind. She not yet ready to face him after what he has done. She was about to leave when the nurse came out of the room and asked her if she’s related to the patient, she doesn’t know what to answer but something just busted from her mouth, "his daughter". When she entered the room she saw her father lying in the bed. The man woke up and got surprised of her visit.

"Ma'am I’m sorry for the disturbance and absence. I wasn’t expecting that you will visit me.” Said Mang Erning
"So how was your" she replied trying to be casual. 

"Uhh... My foot was still under observation. The doctor said that it was badly hit but I feel better now.
"Who’s taking care of you" she asked.

"There’s none Ma’am, living on my own.” He replied with a trace of sadness in his face.
"Where’s your family?" she said while looking around the room.

"I Left them Ma’am and it was the worst thing I’ve ever done in my entire life and I regret it all these years. I love them, I really love them. My eldest daughter is maybe as same age as you. She’s smart and so responsible. I always pray for her success and my family’s safety. I missed them but i don’t have the guts to face them."

“Why did you left us?" she asked will tears fell down to her face.

 "Ma'am??" he replied confuse and surprised.

“You didn’t remember me? My face? My voice?"

"Isay?  But how? Is this true? Am I dreaming?" said Mang Erning while trying to get up.

The monster boss turned to a little girl seeking for her Dad. After the years of being stoned-heart, her heart turned to a soft pillow that was full of longingness.

"I don’t what to say. I wasn’t expecting this. I’m sorry Isay. I know I have no right to face you. I’m sorry for what I've done for our family."

She was nothing to say but hugged her father.

     The Lady of Faith was watching Therese and her Father. She felt fulfilled as she blew the butterfly she’s holding in her hand.

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The Lost Love

     He's a type of man who never smile, a man with a beautiful hand and a man of fortune.
His picture in my mind doesn’t let me sleep at night. A tall man with fair skin, his wavy hair that makes him look so arrogant, the coat and tie that shows his status in the society,  his thick eyebrows that add to his manly look and his brown eyes that shows how tired he is.
It all started when I met him in coffee shop where he used to have the most expensive coffee, the most luscious slice of a cake and holding the most famous magazine in town.
     That was the 19th day of March, 5 years ago. I was craving for my favorite cappuccino while on my way home so I decided to drop by to Coffee Match, my favorite cafe. It went straight to the counter and ordered for a cup. I saw the wall clock and it was 5:21 in the afternoon. I just found a vacant spot at the left corner of the cafe. I sit there as I watch the sun set with the red orange colored ray spilled out in the light blue sky. It was a lovely site that made me imagine myself standing at the rooftop of a very high building watching the sun setting down as if it was so close to my eyes. Then suddenly I saw a man sitting in front of me, holding a book written by a famous writer with also a cup of coffee in front of mine. He looked so familiar; I was thinking where I saw him. The book, the coffee, the suit and the hands, it was him! The man setting at the left corner of the cafe, as soon as I realized it, I immediately stand and ask for apology. But to my surprise he put down the book and asked me to stay.
     That afternoon was so magical, the sun set, the coffee, the man sitting in front of me and myself standing at the other side of the table. It was the first time we had coffee and we had the 2nd time, the 3rd, 4th and until I wasn't able to count the times we had coffee in that table.
     We started a formal relationship by asking me out on a date where he took me on the rooftop of a very high building which he owned. It’s where we watched the sunset exactly the same time when he asked me to stay with him in his cafe. We had a happy and unusual relationship. We brought changes in each other. I taught him my simple ways of living and he gave me things that I never had in my life. We went biking, eating street food, cooking lunch during weekends, going to market and going to church. He used to surprise me every morning cooking breakfast for me. He made me dressed like a queen, took me out on a date that every girl will dream of. There were times that I feel how big our difference is but he makes sure that we worked out on our differences. It’s been almost 5 years of happiness and sharing my life with him but our fairytale ended up so soon. Faith had been so playful to us.
      Now I’m sitting on the left corner of the cafe where we used to talk about funny stuffs and seeing him laugh. I remember the night when I gave him the letter I wrote to say goodbye.

My love,
   " ...........I’m sorry for doing this. We had beautiful times together. You made my life complete. Thank you for everything you've done to make me happy. I always wish for your success and happiness. Stay with your wife and make good memories together as what we have done for the past 5 years. I will always love you and pray for you.
                                                                                                                 Love,
                                                                                                                   Ria
      That was the most painful decision I’ve ever made but I have to do it. Tears keep falling from eyes and my feet wanted to run towards the door to go back to him, hug him and tell him how much I love him but i have to stop myself. The moments we spend will remain and lessons we learn will teach us how to be strong. Loving is doing the right thing.
      Now I found myself dreaming and staring at may plane tickets as finish the last drop of my cappuccino. Its 10:43 in morning and I have to catch up with my flight. I hope that everything will turn up well for me and him.

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MEMOIR: Surprise!

“ Kapag hindi  mo kinuha ‘to hindi ako tatayo dito”
While he was kneeling down at the center of the street holding a bouquet of red roses with a mixed smile and discontentment on his face because his surprise was quite unsuccessful.

                February 14 2012,  it was our first Valentine’s day ever. It was just a typical day and another day of practice for cheerleading as a preparation for the school’s intramurals. We were on our way to my practice when he saw gumamela plant and pick a flower from it, he gave it to me and said “Pasensya ka na, wala kong pera ito na lang muna regalo ko. Happy Valentine’s day!”. I was really touched and I gave him a hug saying “Wala yun, ang importante naka-abot tayo ng Valentine’s day”. When we reached the place he said that  he will just wait for me in our “tambayan”.
                It was already 6 pm and our practice was not yet done when our friend texted me that my boyfiend was in trouble and I have to go in our “tambayan” as soon as possible to help them fix the trouble. I was really worried and my other friends rushed with me in our “tambayan”. While we are on our way one of my friends suggested to take the other street as a shortcut and we agreed. While we are walking I saw  familiar image standing at the end of the street waiting and holding a bouquet of rose at his back. One our friends saw me and shouted “ Ay mali mali!!! Nandito sila!!” . My boyfriend looked at his back and he saw standing looking straight at him. One of our friends told us “ Naghihintay kami akala nmin doon kayo sa kabila dadaan” as they keep on laughing that their surprise was not that surprising. He just said “bulilyaso!”  As he walked away from us and kneeled down at the center of the street and said “ Kapag hindi  mo kinuha ‘to hindi ako tatayo dito”. I was really surprise and a little bit ashamed because it was exactly the dismissal time of PLmar and a lot of students witnessed that he was just kneeling down at the front of the gate. That was a very amazing feeling and until now it’s one of the most memorable things that we kept on looking back.

                Now, we are turning three years and getting stronger. That was not just a “kilig moment” in our relationship but its one thing that makes us realized how lovely our relationship is and how he treasures me for making such effort like that. It just proves that even how many trials we've been through were still strong to face it and we stay happy every day. For us, it is not the surprises and gifts we have for each other but it is on how we grow together, understand and love each other’s imperfections.  From “kilig moments” turned in to a matured relationship; that is how we describe what we have right now.